all i want.

my birthday is coming up, on April first that is. ALL I WANT is to hold my sweet baby Mikah. i would love to all day, my boss already gave me the day off and I know i can always ask to go over, but we have already plans for Sundays and I don't want to over do anything, i know its still about a week away and I'm trying to plan a party for my 22nd but i cant think of anything i would actually like to do?... except just hold and take care of her for the day, I guess my problem is idk how to ask...

I've been friends with the couple for a long time but now i feel like i need to detach for a bit, but its my birthday, I don't know what to do? my mom asked for a few of my friends numbers this morning, i told her i could plan my own party she said she still wanted them, lol Oh well i guess I'll figure it out unless anyone has any ideas?...oh wait no one reads this blog, so I'm putting it out in the universe, hope i can figure it out i only have a week , well 6 days.