out loud.

i've been asked to share my story with some high school classes, telling them they have another option besides abortion or single parenting or getting married before they're ready or being with someone who might not be ready either, i'm so excited! i remember being in my sociology class in high school and hearing a birth mother speak to us about her decision and how right and hard and good and bad it was i think her only bad thought was that even 6 years ago in this class she had a 4 year old boy who was in a closed adoption I cant even imagine how that would be i love that I get to see mikah and hold her and she'll always know who i am and what I did for her and even though I hate to say it because of my thoughts about her father, but what he did for her too.
I do not like trav but i do appreciate that he was at last man enough to sign papers to give mikah the best things in life. and that is probably the only good thing i'll ever say about him again, LOL but seriously its just because he hurt me so bad, but ya SO SO excited to help out and tell my story OUT LOUD!