after

since that first day I've told my parents who took it alot better then i thoght they would, moved back home which has worked out alot better then I thought it would and am trying to develope a better relationship with everyone, i'm getting help with the bishop Lds family services and my very suportive friends, i've come to grips with life and finaly feel like i'm not in a nightmare anymore and am actually getting excited about the baby I have my next Dr. apt on the 15th I get to hear the heart beat, i've already made mom take work off and I think dad might come too. this is going to be a good thing if I keep the child or find a good place for her, lol or him not that I know but I have a feeling so far its going to be a little girl, i'm starting to think about names,